Hmm. I don't know why I have this habit of blogging a day before my finals. haha.
But no one really cares :D
I've got 2 more papers before I disappear for 2 months in Changi. ...just kidding.
Anyways, I'm so dreading my attachment in Changi. I normally don't approve of people complaining about something they have no control over; like TEP and attachment placings.
But this time, I think I finally understand what it's like to be placed somewhere you totally don't wanna be. C'mon, NYP, Changi?
and and aaand, this just doesn't make sense-
A customer relation student, in a supply chain company with a human resource lecturer as an LO? Some screwed up planning there.
It's not a big deal actually but just let the inner spoilt princess in me rant.
Then again, I'm somewhat grateful for this period away from school.
Away from bumping into someone along hallways, Macs, Koufu, labs, wherever, you name it, he's there.
Away from the area outside the LTDs, yes. There especially.
School just reminds me too much of you.
Don't let me see you smile, don't let me hear you say, "awesome" or "badass", don't remind me of anything that happened a month ago :(
But I'm a sucker when it comes to the affairs of the heart.
I asked for this, I played with fire, I took chances, so I gotta learn to let go.
It's not his fault.
Why the hell am I still holding on to something that's already non-existent, something that's unreal?
Only heaven knows. mhmm.
My head is screaming, "Get a grip, girl",
Unless you're dying to cry your heart out.