Typical me,
I stop blogging whenever I'm emotionally drained or whenever I don't wanna face reality. haha.
I just read through my archives and I realised I haven't had an entry when I'm genuinely happy since last October.
Two months have passed since I last saw him. Longest two months of my life, ever.
IT HAS ONLY BEEN TWO MONTHS. WTH.
I thought it was longer than that, say six months? but no, it has only been two freakin' months.
Dear Time, it's your chance to fly now, so grab it.
I cannot believe how much my life has changed since then though.
I thought I'd be spending more time with him now that I'm done with poly. But I'm not.
I'm not the one sitting in his car, I'm not the one at his graduation and I'm not the one in his house.
It wasn't supposed to turn out this way, hmm.
Wishful thinking. I haven't seen him since March 4th.
Except that stupid time when we were watching the same show in Marina Bay Sands- yes THE LION KING MUSICAL.
How weird was it. I was sitting in my seat among (I'm pretty positive) non-Disney fanatics, singing the tunes I knew from the movie, reciting the dialogue, tearing at some scenes and wishing I was watching with him.
And by God's will, I texted him and found out he was in the same theatre as me.
It was hard to enjoy and it was even harder to keep my composure after the interval. Cause I was just tearing like crazy between scenes.
And by God's will once again, I saw him after the show. I refused to see the accessory that was clinging onto him so I just ran off aaand I'm pretty impressed with myself that I managed to maintain my composure. Well done, me!
So in the span of two months, I made new friends and strengthened friendships.
The stars were right about this one- it's Aquarius' most sociable time of the year... until August. I'm liking this, I guess.
Midnight car ride, supper, driving and piano lessons, random let's-call-Jason&girlfriend moments and the best of all, the spontaneous decision to bake!
Jam, Ally & I have been baking a lot recently and our bakes have been turning out very well. (Y)(Y)(Y)
As soon as I thought I was getting better, I figured I'm not ready yet. I couldn't even listen to The Bells of Notre Dame without thinking about him. And bear in mind that the song wasn't one we would belt out randomly.
I know you'll come across this sooner or later, doo. And I'd like you to know I still think of you.