Sunday, October 16, 2011 @10:15 PM
Something keeps me holding on to nothing.You're gone.
You're gone too.
and you're almost gone.
I finally met him yesterday after what, 7 months?
That's the longest ever I've gone without seeing him.
I wasn't scared to see him again. I was actually excited.
He was supposed to return some things to me but he didn't realise that it wasn't in the car til he reached my place.
So we just talked for an hour somewhere in Bishan.
I don't know how I can ask for relationship advice from an ex.
I'm glad we're still friends and it was... refreshing to see him again.
But he still smelled of the same green tea cologne when I first met him in MI.
He still makes fun of me.
We still spoke about Disney like before.
hell, I missed him.
I wanted more than an hour with him but I had to go for class.
And I had one of the best feelings of the day when he gave me a lift to church.
You're really something to me.
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I don't know why I can't bring myself to hate you for the things you did and the way you behaved but seriously, you surprised me.
Well done, J. You've issues.
Give that girl a status before you do something stupid again.
B's a nice girl. so please.
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AND HIM. another one. why am I like that?
(I know I'm pretty fucked up)
I don't know why I'm feeling the way I'm feeling but it certainly isn't a pleasant emotion.
How did I end up falling for you.
Screw it la. I've exams to worry about in a week.
I can't do anything stupid now.
Let me let go.
Let me let go.