Thursday, May 03, 2012 @9:37 PM
"Sometimes life leads you down a different road
When you’re holding on to someone that you gotta let go
Someday you’ll see the reason why
Sometimes, yeah sometimes, there’s good in goodbye."
- Carrie Underwood, 'Good in Goodbye'
This just killed my mood to study tonight. You see, it always happens.
Blogging just a few hours before a paper.
Besides this, I'm not feeling all that good about J.
It will all come to an end. I just know it and I'm still not letting go.
I've already told my friends to leave me doing what I'm doing and I'll have myself to blame in the end.
My thoughts are all over the place now :( I don't like this. I don't like this at all.
Goodbye soon?
AND I'm just upset, a teeny bit upset that there'll be a period in June when most of my close friends aren't in Singapore with me :( the thought of it now just sucks.
Jam's going to Boston for 6 weeks, Gen's going away just before she leaves (thank god it's just 8 days), Joanne's leaving for India for 3 MONTHS, Jess is going to Thailand for her summer programme, Ally's already in Aussie and Bryan's in Tasmania.
I'm happy for them, truly, I am. And if anyone of them migrates (which may happen) I'll be thankful that they found what they wanted and hope life treats them with love.
There's good in good bye and maybe someday I'll see the reason why.
But I'm looking on the bright side- tomorrow will be a better day because it's the end of exams and I'll be off til July and I'll be meeting Jason & Keith tomorrow night just for fun :) And I've already plans to meet Jess darling next week and omg clubbing with Jamie & Gen next Wed in Attica! Miss that place. hahaha. Don't you, poopy? ;)
Alrightyroo. Time to go and force myself to finish a few more chapters of Entrepreneurship. Studied you once in poly and now in uni. I will not study you the third time.