In our secretest heart
My Blogger tab has been opened since 3pm and I've done nothing on it but ended up getting distracted on random Disney tumblrs for hours. OHNO. HAHA. I will not succumb to getting a tumblr. But I love those picturesssss of Ariel and Jasmine and Mulan and the Bambi tattoos on the girl's wrist and Peter Pan silhouettes across that girl's back... OMGGG. Okay, no. Will not get one.
Anyhoos, I don't think I wanna go into details about con 2 camp. I guess it was alright after all. I should be more prepared for next year's con camp now. But camp manager? I'm not too sure about that yet.
The kids loved it, well at least I know my class did and I'm so damn happy they enjoyed camp. Y'know it's heartening when you see so many Facebook statuses about how awesome camp was and them asking you when's con 3 camp when you know behind the scenes, what went wrong and what pissed you off. I couldn't stop worrying on the first day, running every where, wondering why the hell we were an hour early for everything and if I went wrong anywhere. But we managed it, and we'll learn from it next year :)
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Bryan and Ally finally came back last week! :D
22 June- Went to pick Bry up with Jeremy and we had dinner with his whole family and Brendan. Haha, Bryan was still the same. Then again how much can one change drastically in 4 months? He exclaimed pretty audibly in Crystal Jade that their dry hor fun was like CAT FOOD. WTSSSSS, BRYAN. Hahahaha.
Rushed to church after dinner and made it for the last 10 mins of session. oh well. Supper at, no prizes for guessing, UPPER THOMSON. ohyeah.
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23 June- Saturday afternoon was shopping with Bryan and Jeremy. Jeremy & I headed to church when Bry had to go off for dinner with his family and guess what Peter Lock abandoned in church? A GUINEA PIG. -.- Heard he cooly left the cute little thing in a box in St Francis without saying a word. Anywayyy, the guinea pig, which we had several names for it, 'Iceberg/Eugene/Titanic' is still in St Frans til now -.- yup. Er, don't ask about the names. Really retarded how we came up with it. Okay, you know what, I'll just say it. Hahaha. Cause it was in an Iceberg (brand of a water co) brand box, and iceberg, Titanic, get the drift? hahaha and Eugene was just random, named after Eugene Wee. HAHAHA. Okay, I just wasted 2 minutes of my life typing that out.
Moving on, dinner with the churchies at OC and I had to leave early to meet Jason, Edmund & Keith while the rest went to CQ for drinks.
Headed to Upper Thomson (AGAIN!) to meet them, and we found an unstable table in Salted Caramel and sat there talking for a good half an hour before buying anything. Ice cream can wait huh. Updates after updates after updates about NS, what Edmund did in Zouk, what happened with B last week, everything. And of course, getting picked on by Jason & Edmund. When does that not happen?
Ed had to go elsewhere and Keith drove us to Sengkang to get something Jason left at his friend's house. They were singing to the songs that were playing and I decided to pick a Taylor Swift and Lana Del Rey song which Jason thought were depressing. Haha! We were supposed to go to a park in Sengkang but after driving round and round, both of them started yawning, and mind you it was just half past midnight and I was like,
"Are you guys tired already?! If y'all are reallyyyy tired, we can just go home y'know."
and both of them gave me a death stare 'cause we spent quite a bit of time searching for the park and their expressions told me that I could've suggested going home earlier. HAHAHA. But after like, 30 seconds, Keith asked, "Bro, home?" Jason, "Home, bro." What the. hahaha.
Yups, I thought Keith would send me home first since that's what he always does, but we went past Bishan and he didn't. And my mind was clouded with things I don't know what to say otw home 'cause I knew it was gonna be just us in the car. And I know fer sure, I can't exactly string a sentence with him. Okay, maybe I can, but to hold a conversation for more than 15 minutes with him? I couldn't promise myself that. Hell yeah, I still get the head over heels jitters with him.
The car ride back was actually pretty alright, surprisingly. We spoke about school, how life is passing by really quickly for me, what I wanna do in the future, about church and him claiming he's really a boring person whose life revolves around NS, music, and cooking pasta. But that's not at all boring, music's your passion and it's attractive how dedicated you can be; you're much more than just boring, m'dear, and I hope you know it.
It was verging on a heart-to-heart talk 'cause I finally came clean about how often I club and he asked a pretty sensitive question whether I went to forget or just to have fun. I wasn't about to explain everything in detail, probably save it for the next time. But it was easy, guess all I had to do was to be honest. Cause honestly, I told Jason before how I didn't want him to know how often I club and drink and yeah. I know I'm not that hardcore, but it's still pretty scary for someone who used to club twice a year to someone who clubs every month now.
And then, he played 'Have Yourself A Merry Little Christmas'. Probably the highlight of the ride, strangely. Puzzled, I asked him why he chose that and he replied with an, "I love Christmas." And I suppose the lyrics were kinda apt after the conversation we had :) Moreover, Christmas songs tend to have a calming effect on me. I don't think you know what you did, but thank you.
He sent me right to my block, gave him a hug in the car and left.
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24 June- Monday was a full day event as well. Bryan's really peculiar, and that's what makes him who he is. He did some 'friendception' that day. Met Jeremy and I to repair his laptop at Wheelock and left us to meet another friend for lunch while we were stressing over the lack of space in Jeremy's thumbdrive for all of Bry's stuff to be transferred in. I'd kill him if I didn't have the whole day but I did, so what the heck. Haha. Just loitered around that area with Jeremy and I even crashed into an escalator 'cause I got excited with a nail polish parlour!
After 2 hours or so, Bryan finally came back and the shopping began once more. haha. Seriously walked all around town. To see guitars, shoes, clothes, shoes, shoes and more shoes. Aloy joined us at Takashimaya around 5 and Bryan finally settled on a Lacoste pair of shoes. And they say women are fussy shoppers!
Dinner was with Ally & Gen! :D
Sorry Gen! We completely forgot about taking photos :( Only cause we were bored at J8 stoning, that Ally decided to instagram us. Hehe.
Anyway, dinner was at Marmalade Pantry 'cause our GOH wanted ceasar salad. Gen & I shared mushroom risotto and a slice of lemon meringue cake! That stupid girl ate all the spongey parts and left me with the ultra sweet meringue! I know I have a sweet tooth, but that was way too sweet! I ate til my tongue went numb! Hahaha right.
Walked around town, once again. To Ngee Ann's Cold Storage 'cause Gen needed to get stuff and then Ally had her virgin trip to A&F! The clothes were pretty but way too ex. oh well!
Lepak-ed at Coffeebean and talk talk talk :) IJ girls. we talk a lot.
Muahhh. Love y'all. We'll meet for dinns again with Nic & Fiona this time. And with Jam in spirit. haha.
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Meeting the churchies for dinns tomorrow :) and perhaps a couple of drinks! Hehe.
GOOOOODNIGHT!